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(cries) I wasnt crying a moment ago, but talking with Juan is a total pain for me. My heart trully loves him, but i am tired of crying for him, Night by night, thinking in how much he hurted me... Is this really love? He says he loves me, but he says he is choosing between me and Kelsey... even he said: "then you choose, do you want me to stay with you or with her?" and i am like: "Dude, this is not about choosing your slut, its about your feelings" and after a moment, he says "i love you". I am tired of crying for him. He doesnt love me, and i know that. But he was the only one by my side at those dark times... but he disapeared at the moment i was worst... I am totally confused. I am desperate. I need someone who trully loves me, someone who can talk with Juan for me, because in my own, i just cry for him and i just humilliate myself. We got "married" in Hatena, and our first night together was wonderful, and i will never forget that moment that i lost my ... I fucking love him... but i dont know what am i for him. A whore? ...maybe...