Gosh by Golly!!!

Well, in what did i just got? Mando and Shanya are couple for a year, and both are my best Hatena friends (Shanya is even my sister) but she said that she was not sure anymore about that relationship. I love Mando as a freind a LOT, and i cant lie to him anymore... but Shanya is my sister and she says that i should tell him lies, saying that she loves him. But he is suffering a lot that i think i should tell him the truth. Shanya is not sure anymore, and she is tired of him, but he is so fragile... Gosh i hate being in the middle of a couple... For now, i will wait for Shanya's opinion. One of this days she will decide between dumping him or keeping him. I just hope she stay with Mando, they are a nice pair, and i promised Mando that i will be there with them the day they get married (and hell of course i will be there!) so i want to be with my sister that day, and see her in person for first time. Also i want her to stay with Mando because i know he will get really depressed if she dumps him. As i said, he is really fragile (Shanya preffers the word "Dramatic")...

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(cries) I wasnt crying a moment ago, but talking with Juan is a total pain for me. My heart trully loves him, but i am tired of crying for him, Night by night, thinking in how much he hurted me... Is this really love? He says he loves me, but he says he is choosing between me and Kelsey... even he said: "then you choose, do you want me to stay with you or with her?" and i am like: "Dude, this is not about choosing your slut, its about your feelings" and after a moment, he says "i love you". I am tired of crying for him. He doesnt love me, and i know that. But he was the only one by my side at those dark times... but he disapeared at the moment i was worst... I am totally confused. I am desperate. I need someone who trully loves me, someone who can talk with Juan for me, because in my own, i just cry for him and i just humilliate myself. We got "married" in Hatena, and our first night together was wonderful, and i will never forget that moment that i lost my ... I fucking love him... but i dont know what am i for him. A whore? ...maybe...

Golly by Gosh!

Meeeeeh... today was a really boring day. I didnt went to work, i am sick, so i stayed in home, doing nothing! Instead of making my new MV, i went to Hatena, and i remember when Alexis bat said that i attacked Blizzard while we were fighting. XD What a really big lie! Me and Alexis never had a fight. All this time, she has been saying lies about me (and not just about me, she is attacking lost of people) and i am starting to get tired of her. She is even saying "Oh no Reina, if you become friends with AbriL, Snoopy or Psycho, i wont be your friend anymore" or "Ugh i am tired of that fat ass bitch!" and all the things i can do right now, is to stay cool and ignore her. I am not a person who hates people, but she is starting to dislike me a lot. I cant believe Reina is her friend. That fact makes her to look terrible. Her little friend is one of the hatest users... and she cant notice yet. I think the funnier fact here is that Alexis says she is orphan who has a job XD What kind of orphan has enough time to be chatting in Hatena all day if she has a work? And she says she is from El Salvador and lives in California! How does an orphan crossed frontiers of a couple countries? My conclussion is simple: She is lying (it is not the first time XD) she just want some attention. And talking about other stuff, i think i like Deity. He is a cute guy...