How did i get here???

Hmm... i think i need myself a little break from Hatena (since Hatena Haiku was my old life diary... till someone reported me for writing bad stuff about one especific user...), people likes to comment my flips and now my mail's inbox is full of "you recieved a comment" notifications... But i am going to admit it, having over 3000 fans is really cool, not only that, i made some good friends over there, like Scourgey. Now we are like sisters and i love her so much. I wish i could be Inaru's friend too. She rules Hatena (i preffer her instead of Epic Guitar or Gizmo or Anthony). Its a shame that i got a broken heart there too... And now i dont know what to think about you, GAMEKING A.K.A. Juan... One thing about me that you should know is that 90% of my time i am depressed, but i am not a f*cking emo. Its because i am sick, and it hurts... my heart is not working well,  i will be under medication the rest of my life (that means another 15 years) LOL so yeah, i am here :D and alive!